"When the phone rings...." based on Matthew 4:18-22
Secondary texts: Exodus 3:1-5; 1 Samuel 16:1, 6-13; Jeremiah 1: 4-9
Lynn,
did I hear correctly that Jesus basically was out for a stroll when he sees
some fishermen. Jesus just decides to call to them to follow him and they just
get up and go. They leave everything else behind and just follow Jesus. Did I
miss anything? That’s all there is to it? Alright, thank you, I was just
checking. So this story really is as remarkable as it sounds. I am just so
amazed at how faithful the fishermen are. Here they are in the middle of an
ordinary day. They aren’t out to do anything extraordinary. They are just
working away, doing what they need to do to catch some fish. Toiling away to
get through another day. Just some ordinary fishermen living their lives. Then
Jesus comes along with an extraordinary call which transforms their lives. Amazing!
Jesus doesn’t come calling for someone particularly special, to a genius or
someone with mind-blowing talent. Instead, Jesus calls to these ordinary people
on this ordinary day.
But what’s even
more astounding to me is that the fishermen immediately break their ordinary
routine to follow Jesus. Talk about faith! We don’t even know for sure if the
fishermen knew Jesus yet. And here they are leaving their everyday life behind
for a new one. I really can’t even understand the leap of faith that it took
for them to get out of the boat. I mean, God’s call is powerful, but the
fishermen go willingly.
One of the main
reasons why I can’t understand the faith that this took is because never in a
million years can I put myself in this situation. No matter how much I hope and
pray that I could respond like the fishermen, I just don’t think I could. I
don’t think I would have gotten out of the boat. I don’t think I could have
left my livelihood behind. For the life of me, I can’t imagine walking away
from my father and family, they way James and John did. Now, I know this last
hesitation is because I’ve been fortunate enough to have a wonderful family
life, but still, with that aside, I can’t image myself getting up from the
boat. And it certainly wouldn’t have been instant like the fishermen!
Now, I know people
who would say that to stay in the boat is to miss the boat. I have friends in
the faith who describe their own call story as an immediate need to follow
Jesus. As an instant where their lives changed, when they turned away from
careers or habits or sins they never in a million years thought they could give
up. When I hear conversion stories like this, I am always amazed by how God
works. It is so inspiring to me to hear of the powerful, life-changing moments
which sustain a person through a lifelong faith journey. So when I hear these
stories, and maybe some of you have stories like this you’ll share with me in
time. When I hear these stories and when I read this story in Matthew, I am
uplifted. Yet at the same time, part of me feels anxious or disheartened, for
here before me is a model of faithful discipleship, so bold and powerful. A
model I fear that I fall short of. For, I’m afraid I might not have gotten out
of the boat.
I imagine some of
you in this room are right there with me. Wondering, how did those fishermen do
it? How did they leave it all behind? I imagine that others in this room know
exactly how they left it all behind, for some of you have probably left
something behind yourself.
But we can all
take heart. Unlike last week when we talked about how our hands tell the whole
faith story, this scene in Matthew is just one way to tell the story of
faithfulness. This story sure tells of God’s faithfulness in calling to the
ordinary fishermen on an ordinary day. And it sure tells the faithfulness of
the fishermen in their immediate discipleship which sent them bounding out of
the boat and after Jesus.
But guess what! We heard three other
call stories today which told of God’s faithful call and the faith of God’s
children in responding. We heard God come on an ordinary day in a most
spectacular way as God came to Moses in a burning bush. This time it wasn’t
immediate faith that compelled Moses to hear God’s voice, instead it was an
unquenchable curiosity. Moses saw something he just couldn’t ignore! The Holy
called to Moses in a show-stopping way. God interrupted the ordinary with the
extraordinary.
Then there was
David. David who God made a king, and how does God first call to him? Through
someone else! God tells Samuel to call to David to anoint him a king. So on
another ordinary day and ordinary boy is tending the sheep when a prophet has
something to say about it. Actually, we don’t even know if Samuel says anything
when he anoints David. All we know is that when Samuel poured oil on David,
“the spirit of the Lord came mightily upon him from that day forward.” A
King…and God called to him through someone else.
And what about
Jeremiah? God calls to Jeremiah sharing the plans that God has had for him
since before he was born. But Jeremiah is afraid. He is young. He literally
doesn’t know what to say. God re-assures Jeremiah, persistent in calling to
him. In a sign of assurance God touches (ahhh, see there’s the story that hands
tell again), anyways, God touches Jeremiah’s mouth to give him the words to
speak. Another ordinary day. Another extraordinary call.
There are so many
others that we could look at. We could see God call to Mary through an angel.
Or God using any means possible to get through to Jonah. So you see, each story
tells of God’s unique faithfulness in calling to God’s children. Even when the
people don’t spring out of the boat in immediate faith and obedience, still God
pursues them.
God pursues you,
too. Now, your story may not be anything at all like the ones we heard today.
Or maybe it’s exactly like one of them, or it’s a beautiful combination of them
all. My own call story has pieces and parts of stories we heard. God’s voice
called to me over time. Patiently inviting me to follow God closer. Until
finally I understood the invitation to be a call to ministry. But like
Jeremiah, I was young. I was seventeen when I understood my call. And in my
excitement to answer, I shared my call with others. That’s when another voice
spoke up. This was a voice of doubt, of uncertainty, a voice that told me you
really don’t want to do ministry, you’re probably too young to be called
anyways. I knew the patient voice of God in my own life, and yet I listened to
this new voice. So I waited. So did God, although not always patiently. God
continued to call to me, God’s voice spoke in a sense of discontent, in a void
that couldn’t be filled no matter how hard I tried. When my stubborn self still
refused to understand, God’s voice came through unexpected challenges, nothing
too dramatic, just enough to tip me off that maybe that void was there for a
reason. Four and a half years ago, God called to me in my own burning bush. In
the middle of finals week I had a midnight epiphany. A feeling of certainty about
my call to ministry washed over me so strongly that I couldn’t help but come
closer, to take off my sandals and recognize that this was indeed the voice of
God. The next day I had no choice but to change my academic major and begin to
look into seminary. Remembering that burning bush moment reminds me of my call.
But I have learned to hear God’s voice calling to me in my ordinary moments.
God’s voice reassures me through the ordinary and supportive words of others.
God’s voice finds me in the vast beauty of nature. God’s voice invites me to
follow closer as I spend time in silent, written prayer. Yes, God calls in the
ordinary times.
And this, friends,
is the greatest joy and the most daunting challenge of God’s call. Because I
don’t know about you, but it seems my ordinary times are already filled with
different voices calling my name. There are the voices of loved ones. Parents
calling in need of care. Children calling to play. Spouses calling for their
time and affection. There are bosses and co-workers calling out their demands,
their expectations, their deadlines. The News calls out to be heard and feared.
The media calls out to distract us. The phone rings with politicians calling
for our votes, or with weather warnings calling for our safety. Emails and
answering machines blink at us, calling for us to take their messages.
So many calls. Yet
these are the ordinary times that God calls. We might all love to have a
burning bush at times like these, something we can’t ignore. On second
thought, we might just extinguish the
fire without listening. Without a burning bush or a prophet coming with
anointing oil, can we still even hear the voice of God calling to us? Because,
no mistake about it, God is calling to each and every one of us. And praise the
Lord, God will keep on calling. God will stay on the line even when we put Him
on hold. God will call back even when we give Him a busy signal. God will call
again when we send him straight to voicemail. God will call again when we don’t
return His calls, or when we change our number, or disconnect the line. God
will call us again because God is faithful to His children. God will call again
because God loves us.
So the question
isn’t will you be the one in the boat, or in the desert or in the pasture with
the sheep when God calls. It’s not about how
God calls. It’s not that God calls to you through unexpected opportunities,
or through the encouragement of a friend. It’s not that God calls to you in a
vision or a miracle or an intuitive feeling. And it’s not about what God calls you to either. Maybe God
calls you to follow Jesus, or to follow closer. Maybe it’s a call to radical
hospitality or a more generous spirit. Maybe it’s a call to vocational
ministry, or ministry through a different career path. No, the real question
is, what will you do when the phone rings and God calls? Will you get out of
the boat? Will you take off your sandals to recognize the holy ground? Will you
receive the Spirit that has come upon you? What will you do when God calls?